In the beginning....

in the beginning, i found myself swimming.. i dont know why but my instinct told me to keep moving.

i looked around and i was shocked to see that thousands more swimming towards me. Are we racing? i asked myself... with that in mind, i push foward as fast i i could. on that very moment i realised there was a huge ball like structure infront of me. i had no choice other then swim through it. Praise the LORD i made it inside. Im clueless, i dont know what to do inside the spheric like thing. suddenly i could feel my body melts, i was fused as ONE with the thing. strange enough, for the first time i felt like whole. Somehow i know this was meant to happen.

I dont swim no more.. its more like floating now..hehe. just when i thought i could get some rest from all those hectic swimming, then... BANGGGG...! what the F#@%...! Again i managed to hit another wall... it shows im not much of a good swimmer am i.. weird, this time i didnt pass through the wall but instead, im stuck to a sticky wall like a nail to a finger. Time start to past, minutes to hours, hours to days.. and etc. somehow, i've increased in size. my shape starts to change. its been 8 months now, then i start to feel some strange sensation, it feels like im being literally sucked out and finally i can feel to hands pulling me away from my space. For the first time in my life i feel like an outsider or out of place, there no fluids where i can float, there only air or what ever that is.. a blur vision of two human starts to apear, and thats when i realise i've opened my eyes... 22years later, when i look back now.., no matter how hard im struggling now, we all been through worst ..!

so if u have ever doubt or feel bad about yourself,
think about the journey you've made even before you were born..

if you made it then, this should be a walk in a park..!